Floating inside a space vessel

I took a nap today, and I really think God was in my dream. 


Before I slept I was having a conversation with my leader regarding the struggle I had- it's really hard to control it, but God just gives me the strength to carry on.


I had this weird dream.
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We were a lot of people, at a place so quiet, like a desert. We were running from something- people were screaming, running, and tumbling. There were so many people that the ones who stumbled down, were always helped by the others to stand up and run.
As I look on the thing we're running from, it was...


a flood. Similar to the movie, 2012. It was a great flood that was chasing us, wanting to wipe us out. We ran so fast we managed to move into an area where the flood couldn't reach us.


We were resting, then somebody shouted "The water! It's here again!"


Then we just saw water gushing again to our direction. We ran again. 


 We were getting tired because we were running uphill, and I said on my mind, "What is going on here?Did God do this?Why, LORD, are you doing this to us?Are you letting us die on the flood, or something more? I'm getting tired, and I don't think I can run much further." 


A girl tripped over and couldn't get back up easily, so I managed to help her and run with her...then the flood was nearing to us. 


I thought, 'just don't look back.don't look at the flood.the LORD will save us.'


With eyes closed, I just didn't look back at the flood and continued to run, and a person in front of us shouted, "The water's gone!".


It wasn't really gone, it was like time got frozen and the water didn't move. 


What is going on here.


then in a split second, I was warped, teleported....to something really far....like a space station.


Then I found myself floating inside a space vessel, looking on the outer space..


Then somebody shouted.

"do you not have God in your life, who created all of heaven and earth, who showed you all of these?"

Yes, I have you,Lord. 


..and there was a part I couldn't remember. The voice went on saying something like this.


"don't give up on Me. I will always be with you. Have faith."

Then I woke up with a smiling face and an overwhelmed expression.

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I realized that God is always in our lives, no matter where you are, what you do, what were you, who you are, who you WERE. The past is the past, you can look into it, but don't let yourself get consumed by it. I think the water was an illustration of the past-the flood. It goes on to haunt you, get back to you, consume you again in your walk with God, but as long as you don't stop walking,running, and having FAITH in the LORD, you won't get consumed by it, you won't drown from it. You'll get splashed, but don't let yourself get into the water and be immersed into it. 
FAITH is the key. Believe in God. Believe in His wonders, His miracles. He will never leave us, and will always be with us. That's something I learned too.

..and I think that's God's message to me. It relates so much to the conversation I had with my leader, Jal this afternoon. I woke up with that realization, and I just felt so loved by God.